The Quiet Year: Desert
Over the years since the end of 3034, the survivors got together one by
one, creating their own versions of the civilization their ancestors had.
Through the unfortunate events of colonization, a small group of 65 people
ended up in the desert. They settled near the only water source in the
area, which was a small pond of oasis. Although it was small, it was good
enough to last them a couple of years, prospering just enough to increase
their population. However, the drought hit. When there should’ve been a
monsoon season, nothing came for the people. The pond became a well, and
the well became nothing. Just sand, like the endless sand that surrounded
the people. As a result, the leader of the group, Kathlyn, decided it was
time to put people to work. The idea was there, but Kathlyn didn’t know
what the work was.
Confused and frustrated, Kathlyn started to make a sequence of weird
gestures and actions, thinking that doing something would create water.
With Kathlyn performing odd actions, her reputation as the leader started
to diminish. When the eldest of the population started to die, only a
couple were left respecting Kathlyn. Devastated by her limits as the
leader, she took on the job of burying the dead, as it was something they
started to do after the dead bodies started to rot and smell, attracting
unwanted creatures around the living spaces.Thus, Kathlyn, still repeating
the gestures and actions she thought were best to do to find water, was
now digging deep holes to bury the dead. It was then that everything
changed for Kathlyn. During the burial of the eighth body, Kathlyn was
digging like usual. She would perform some weird series of actions and
gestures and dig and repeat just as usual. Kathlyn would do this about 25
times, and a hold deep enough to bury a body would be made. It was
exceptionally hot that day, and Kathlyn started to lose count. It was dark
by the time Kathlyn was able to wake from the trance of ritual digging.
And when she woke up, she was overwhelmed by the sensation of wetness. She
was confused in the dark. Maybe she was dead? That’s what Kathlyn thought
at first, but it was too hot and painful to be true. After a moment, her
eyes adjusted to the darkness, and she realized that she was inside the
deep, narrow hole that she had dug the whole day. Looking up, she could
see the stars, and at that moment, Kathlyn felt full. She felt a certain
wholeness that she had lacked for a long time. The stars in the sky
sparked Kathlyn as if they had chosen her. Kathlyn looked down after the
moment of sensation to see water up to her ankle. Kathlyn was certain that
she was the chosen one, that she had done everything right for the stars
to have chosen her as the savior of her people.
Kathlyn, weeping with joy and pride, climbed out of the hole to tell
everyone that she did it. People surrounded the hole that Kathlyn had
brought them to. One by one, they started to realize that there was indeed
water down the whole way. They cheered and cried for Kathlyn. Kathlyn knew
what she had to do. From then on, she ordered all the kids in the area to
follow in her footsteps. She thought that the adults were too corrupt and
selfish, as they had once betrayed Kathlyn, and that the only hope was to
teach the kids from the start to avoid such a tragedy that had once
happened.
Thus, every day and night, Kathlyn made a circle of kids around her and
made them repeat the same motions and gestures she does and dig as she
does. She taught them that the ritualistic gestures were to please the
stars so that they'd grant us water from the ground. The kids obediently
followed Kathlyn, as she was indeed the savior of their group. While most
of the time the kids were able to find water, sometimes some didn’t. Those
who weren’t able to find water were beaten by Kathlyn. She would beat the
kids until their gestures, motions, and the way they dig were perfect.
Because Kathlyn was the leader and thus an example for the whole
population, adults started to believe that it was okay to beat their kids.
As a result, the kids would be beaten day and night and work day and
night. Their skin started to toughen, and their bones started to show.
However, to the eyes of Kathlyn and the adults, that was a good sign. A
sign that showed that the stars were making them into a new generation of
adults that Kathlyn preached of. And so years have passed with the kids
getting beaten and overworked until they were no longer kids but
teenagers. They were not as tall as the adults, but their skin was thicker
than the animals. It would take the sharpest stone knife that could be
made with the technology they had then to cut through their skin. Their
skin was so tough that the teenagers couldn’t even feel their own skin,
and this devastated one of the teenagers, Mia.
Mia was the oldest of the teenagers. She took care of the teenagers when
no one else did, so she was the teenagers’ leader at heart. And in the
hottest month of the summer, Mia had fallen in love. She had fallen in
love with a girl who had come from a group a couple of years ago. And one
day, they were talking after work. It was dark, and nobody was around
them. They talked about the work here, and the girl told Mia how unfair
this burden of finding water was. The girl told stories of where she was
originally from. The girl was from the forest. She had treehouses and
water that flowed endlessly throughout the year. Mia couldn’t believe her,
but she wanted to. After reminiscing about her past, the girl leaned in
and kissed Mia. This was something Mia had wanted for a long time, but Mia
couldn’t feel anything. She wasn’t soft enough to feel the other girl.
Mia’s skin was just too thick, so she ran away right then and there, not
looking back.
Mia traveled for months until she found what the girl had described as a
forest. She found the water that flowed and tried to touch it, but nothing
could be felt. Mia cried for a long time while sitting by the water. At
night, Mia looked up at the sky and decided that she was going to go back
and bring the teenagers here. And so Mia traveled back to the desert.
After months of traveling and mapping, Mia found the desert. She hid
inside one of the empty holes to plan the escape. For a couple of days,
she was able to find most of the teenagers she knew; however, she couldn’t
find the girl. Mia couldn’t find the girl she was in love with. As a
result, Mia decided to take the risk and talk to one of the teenagers she
knew. After hours of work at night, she pulled one of the teenagers inside
the hole and questioned him. The answer was something that froze Mia in
the hole for the next couple of days. The girl, unlike other teenagers who
started digging holes at a very young age, didn’t have tough skin like
others. The harsh work and the constant beatings took a toll on her. One
day, the girl threw up blood from the internal bleeding she was suffering
from. Despite her noticeable decline in health, Kathlyn forced her to
continue her work. Until a day before Mia arrived, the girl had drowned
inside one of the holes.
Mia was speechless at what she had to hear. She cried for days inside,
regretting her decision to run away and stay away for so long. Mia knew
what she had to do, so she gathered the teenagers in small groups and led
them to the forest, one group by one, until all of the teenagers were in
the forest. Mia helped build shelters, provided support, and taught a
couple of teenagers how to be leaders. After she was confident that the
new group in the forest could survive without her, Mia left again for the
desert.
She had one goal in mind: revenge. Ever since the night when she heard the
news that the girl was dead, Mia couldn’t sleep so well. Her thoughts of
Kathlyn were too loud for her to sleep. Mia hated the fact that the
memories of Kathlyn were always bigger than the girl. While the image of
Kathlyn was always so clear, the girl was ever so slightly fading away.
That was the last straw for Mia when she no longer could remember the
girl’s face and, of course, could never know how she felt.
After months of traveling, Mia found the desert. With no hesitation, she
ran straight to Kathlyn’s tent and punched her to death. Mia’s fist didn’t
feel anything, and the others could stop her. Nothing could cut her skin.
Eventually, the adults tied Mia’s arm and legs together and threw her into
one of the empty holes. Tired and sad, Mia looked up at the blue sky from
the hole. After a while, she closes her eyes and never opens them again.